listening to: You by Switchfoot
hmm. it's all silent now. and im alone. nothing new there then. just that with all this talk about me and my huge group of friends at the tagboard, it's ironic that im blogging about this. no offence to the taggers in any way.
when was the last time i had a friend i can just talk to. it seems like ages. i would say..it probably ended at september last year. maybe only 9 months, but loneliness does often seem to stretch time. i wonder how many people live their lives without real friends. is it possible? i mean, if you are married, then your spouse turns to your best friend. if you're close to your families, then your brother or sister or whoever it is becomes like a best friend. but what about those who aren't close to their families, are not married or attached? do they live alone?
something happened a few days ago that really made me rethink, seriously, about social circle. my history teacher wanted us to get history papers. so i tried doing so. first, i closed down all the options. hmm. friends outside of school: 6. those taking history: 1. ouch. haha. my contacts, or rather the lack of them, was rather startling.
suddenly lost the mood for blogging. ahh. temperamental. oh wells. take care all, good night (i know blogger's gonna show 7am or something like that, but it's 10pm.) and as i always say, even though i don't remember what it means or where i got it from, toodles!
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