Films, and such.

listening to: nothing

[12.19am]

fuck the world.

feel like dying. what's new? feel like cutting myself again. tired, exhausted, frustrated, hurt, angry, exasperated, and desperate. today was a crappy day. you have no idea how bad it was..i just feel like dying. and im perfectly serious. maybe im not strong enough for this life. maybe it was in the stars that i should just die at the age of 15. myabe it's because im so feeling so fucking painful and the scars can never heal. maybe it's because i can type this and no one will care about how i fucking lead my fucked up life. maybe it's because i've changed into this depressed fuck up loser and nobody cares anymore cause im just not worth the trouble. maybe it's because i've done something wrong and i didn't know it was wrong. maybe i just deserved to be dead and no one dares to tell me to the face. maybe im just fuck.

maybe im just fuck. hate the cuss words? bite me. and if you can, bite me till i bleed.