Films, and such.

Listening to: My Rights, Versus Yours by The New Pornographers(!)

Today i added charlotte to my friendster list.

Somtimes i think (the brain is so tedious) and i remember people i speak to through the various mediums and yet have never spoken to in my life. Obviously melissa comes to mind, charlotte i've seen but barely spoken a line to, and maybe certain others. Behind a computer it's easy to (try to) be interesting or charming. In real life it's much more daunting and awkward. That said, there's an air of mystery with such people. I might walk by them and not recognize them.

I'm currently feeling my way around the new pornographers, they sound, interesting.

How i miss speaking to certain people, one might call them strangers. It's always nice exploring new people, or distant friends. It's like opening a window to another dimension.

Fear is always such a major issue. What if they don't like me? What if it's awkward? Small talk, big talk, if we talk at all.

And i almost always think of Death Cab's Sound of Settling.