Films, and such.

listening to: Dare You To Move by Switchfoot

so im on msn and im not talking. im listening to music but its still quiet.

i feel lost, angry, fucked, unhappy and inadequate. i have no idea whats wrong. I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS WRONG.

i wish i could lose myself in silly rock tunes and feel superficial happiness. BE HAPPY, DAMN IT.

i lack satisfaction, i lack motivation. there's a gnawing gap inside me, eating me every night. every single night when no one is at home. every single time i lay down, 3am in the morning, look back and wondering what the hell i woke up for.

WHAT THE HELL DID I WAKE UP FOR?!