Saturday, May 08, 2004

listening to: California by Phantom Planet

"california, here we come. right back where we started from."

it's mother's day tomorrow. or rather. in 2 hours time. just argued with my mother again. im feeling stupid, and rather wasted. she works real hard for the family..since we sacked the maid, she's been juggling house work and work. and her mood's been turning really bad. sometimes i get really angry, but most of the time, i've learnt to laugh it off. but i was in a really bad mood and..i had this bad argument with her. my tone was just pure defiance. lashing out my frustrations at her. i know she felt hurt. i could see it in her eyes. she's tired. her hands and back are aching. her fingers are rough with the washing. what right did i have scolding her..sigh. ingrate.

im feeling kinda tired. wasted my saturday away again. had choir, then played football. slept for 45 minutes. then watched the television. and now im blogging. i should be studying. my prelim 1 results were just rubbish. can't believe im not studying. the Os for chinese is coming up soon. 23 days, to be exact.i have to get a 1. otherwise, my Os are pretty much screwed.

gonna fly now. toddles. and take care.

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